Je Veux Ton Amour

I love us in here, we look fun! *annoying hyper tone* Well at least the edits make us look so. Haha. Meet my hip gangster, my pocketful of sunshine, my stiff Sutun hahaha I love the nick for some reason I can't figure and how can I ever get tired of seeing the reaction? Bahaha.

It has been quite a ride for the past few weeks for me. I mean, everything was just going so whimsically fast. I don't know whether this is going to be a good thing for me but I know one thing for certain, I'm done with mountain expectations. All I did before was to plan and analyze every single thing alas, get peed right back on with my very own settlements.

I won't define what we have here because first, I'm past that. Second, that'd just ruin everything but long story short, it's a level of spirits attachment. Fulamak. Haha. I mean, I just think it's pointless to hop to another 'relationship' by skipping all the time to know the person and when things got fucked up, you become restraint. From one you claim hold your heart and from yourself. I want to mean what I say or do. I don't throw my promises away, not like some people did, so this time I want to build them first.

I'm just glad I found someone who I can be naturally quirky with. This guy would just spit something bitter right at your face so you don't have to hear it from everyone else. I found it disturbing at first but then it got to me - why wait when you can get over imbroglio in one slight sec? He would say something so random sometimes and I would get so insanely furious with him but then again I wouldn't wanna have it any other way :)

I know how people gets, trust me so I guess it's best to save all the details I know you'd love to throw at me and stop judging because for once, let me try not bluffing my feelings. I may not know everything that have happened but I'll learn. I didn't do any emotional contacts for the first few weeks! See, I'm a pro already. Heh.

Anyways, did I tell you Fiefah's coming home next week? Which totally screams triple date? Haha. My money's on the fact that Fazreen will totally go head over balls throughout the weekend. Seis of us = ballin' time? Yeps!

I'll Take A Quiet Life

I thought you didn't care? Why put me on the hot spot now? :/

I'll Make A Man Out Of You

There's the shocker, life turns out to be beyond unpredictable.

I was talking about how blessed I am to be doing nothing three days back and look at where I am now. Something pleasantly shocking happened and I can't really say I don't feel blissful. God is loving.

If you people happens to know me in person, you'd tell I think way too much and I'm someone who analyzes every step I make. No, for real. I would go through everything even when it's history and just pour my thoughts on how it could've happened differently.

Yet, even with all the plans and precautions I've made, things would still go all the other way I expected them to be. Long story short, I got hurt anyways. So this time, I didn't hold back. I just went with my guts. I didn't think. Well I did, for a bit but then still went for it. I just have this feeling that screams fuck everything!

Who knows by being spontaneous and not think too much might have bring a greater result for me. I mean, change is good right? Plus, it's not like I have expectations or anything so I will let this, my decision, surprise me. For better or for worse. Ha.

I hope everything turns out well this Thursday. Not hoping for anything fancy, just fun times if that's not asking too much. You bitches better pray for me or I'll end up writing mellow shizz again :s

Because It's All Hangin Good Baby

I never thought I'd say this but being unemployed might have been the best thing that have ever happened to me. Haha. Well I get to see my friends more now, and catch up, I even get money for doing nada. Yes, nothing people.

Well at least I'm lovin' it for the moment. See how things go in a couple of weeks or so. Anyways, I've been reading a lot of pieces from Antoui Herzc. A people reader from Germany he claims himself. I found it very very veryyyyyy interesting. Especially on the magnetism law.

"You attract people like you. You don't really think by being an asshole you'd magically be granted by some ever-growing-god-loving angel, do you?" Hah and that's some serious business I'm talking about. Dead on Antoui!

Other than that, life is dull, still. And I couldn't be more unmotivated! :) Ha. Till the very next chapter of my life begins. Peace out homotherfuckers.